Well, I'm above ground so I have some options... For those of you that don't know, I've been in recovery for a minute and it's the foundation of my existence. If I wasn't clean, I wouldn't be typing this, that's for sure...lol... I'm the garbage can man that would put anything into his system to not be the real me...That didn't go too well and after emotionally torching the earth of my friends and family and giving away the wife, house, and kids I hit my bottom and asked, actually begged, for help. That was the start of the journey to NOW.
Today I've been married 15 plus years to a beautiful woman who is also in recovery and I continue to try to stretch out of my comfort zones both creatively and socially. To stand out on my own and take the failures and successes by myself is both exhilarating and daunting. So SCJ is the first step in that journey. You can ask me anything and I'll try to answer as honestly as I can. And more than anything, if you need some direction to get clean, I'll do what I can. I have a debt that I honestly can never payback for the life I have been given. See ya next time.